Dilemna

When your freedom is restricted,
 By traditions so encroaching,
By people who don't themselves follow
 But using them  to control,
The meek, the peaceful, the never minding
Though it's been hindering personal growth,
No social recourse,
 No spiritual fulfilment,
 A walking corpse,
Whose life and time have been sucked up
By cold, cruel hypocrites.

When You Say You Love Someone

When you say you love someone,
Be sure it is unconditional,
If not, don't say it at all.
Keep your love for your dear mean self,
Because a conditional love is one
That is stained with selfish motives.

When you say you love someone,
Make sure it is not because the music is good,
Your moods are high,
And you have had a drink of alcohol or two,
Be sure too it is not that fragrance of the perfume,
That reminded you of past romantic moments.

When you say you love someone,
Remember it means you are willing even to give up
your life to keep those words,
That you will keep on loving even if it is not reciprocated,
So, when you say you love someone,
You are taking upon yourself a difficult task,
Of which the rewards will be mostly sweet,
And don't be afraid to say 'I love you'.

Look, Mommy, Look What They Have Done!: That Sneering Look

Look, Mommy, Look What They Have Done!: That Sneering Look: When you feel so small inside, When your confidence is that of a little child, Please don't give that sneering look , Your heart ple...

That Sneering Look

When you feel so small inside,
When your confidence is that of a little child,
Please don't give that sneering look ,
Your heart pleaded,
For  you are trying very hard, very hard to crawl out that confining shell.

You weren't even showing off,
You were just DOING your part,
Playing your little insignificant role,
You were not even sure what they meant,
You weren't even sure they were good,
Please don't give that sneering look,
Your heart screamed.

Help

'Help' -just like many other monosyllable words,
Simple, yet it is one word that carries a big meaning,
Especially to one who is in need,
Of the help in the form of  dollars, opportunities, guidance,
All essential for the survival of a human in this cold world of reality,
To carry on living in a dignified manner apt for a human not for an animal.

But how many out there can really get 'Help',
The world is too quick to judge,
Always weighing, always calculating, always hesitating,
Never really wholeheartedly in giving,
Does one like the unshameful asking for alms,
Only a few who has this inherited shameless gene.

 

Look, Mommy, Look What They Have Done!: The Answer

Look, Mommy, Look What They Have Done!: The Answer: The only solution is divine, It completely cures, No better earthly human medicine , Will be able to do the job as well. Seek Him and f...

The Answer

The only solution is divine,
It completely cures,
No better earthly human medicine ,
Will be able to do the job as well.
Seek Him and find,
Peace is waiting for you,
His divine love and ways,
His hands is moulding you,
Into the most beautiful person,
whom you never dream you are,
 Now you see it,
Now you understand,
How slowly and surely you become transformed,
Into a beautiful person all can see,
Look, they are nodding their heads,
In agreement to your change,
All fell on their knees,
For they know the divination that is behind all these.

The Truth

Would it be this hurtful,
If I have known the truth,
Would I have to go through this trapped life,
If I had known the truth?

Why was I not told the truth,
When on Earth did I do you wrong,
That you have to entrapped me,
In this 'blasted' life of yours?

I can't turn left,
I can't turn right,
But to walk straight ahead,
with you , one who is so incapable of happiness.


Your cruel smile,
Your cruel laughter,
How can I go on pretending,
How can I go on  in denial of your evilness.

No complete trust,
No complete respect,
Betrayal, back stabbing,
Can life go on like this,
But only in self denial.

When right seems so wrong,
and wrong seems right, 
When thinking is refused,
Being a vegetable is more appreciated,
Being a nobody is appraised.

This is obvious entrapment,
Who can blame me if I want to flee,
To the furthest corner of the world,
Where I can hide from this Monster,
This cruel Monster with a kindly face.

Look, Mommy, Look What They Have Done!: In a Daze

Look, Mommy, Look What They Have Done!: In a Daze: It must be a bad dream, Just a while ago was too different, Just a while ago was too blissful, It was too normal, I can't believe N...

In a Daze

It must be a bad dream,
Just a while ago was too different,
Just a while ago was too blissful,
It was too normal,
I can't believe Now,
I refuse to accept Now,
It is too cruel,
God I can't believeYou are doing this to me.

My children, my hopes, my dreams, my treasures,
Now I realise the preciousness has never been greater.
Did I do wrong,
forcing the morning breakfast on you,
Did I do wrong,
nagging about the morning lateness,
Is it a punishment for my spending less time with you,
It is too cruel.

How am to carry on from here,
The emptiness is just too heavy to carry,
I can't move,
 I can't think anymore,
Every thinking hurts,
I don't want my brain anymore,
It hurts the heart too much,
This thinking that goes on and on.

Nothing seems logical,
Nothing seems reasonable,
No scientific or mathematical formulae,
Can work out the difference,
 between 'just a while ago' and 'now'.
Give me back my children,
 Give me back just a while ago,
I truly beg you God!

Look, Mommy, Look What They Have Done!: Be Brave My Child

Look, Mommy, Look What They Have Done!: Be Brave My Child: When Sorrow seems to pester you, For some reason you don't want people to know, Be brave my child, Bear it upon your own shoulders, ...

Be Brave My Child

When Sorrow seems to pester you,
For some reason you don't want people to know,
Be brave my child,
Bear it upon your own shoulders,
For no one will completely understand,
Why Sorrow will want to follow you.

When Sorrow comes avisiting,
Tears seem to be only thing you can give,
Mix them with paint,
Paint pictures that will turn Sorrow,
Into the Joy that you want.

For Sorrow you have to tell,
Never are you welcome.
Joy is now my new friend,
The pictures now painted,
With tears of Joy I can give.

Look, Mommy, Look What They Have Done!: Don't Cry My Child

Look, Mommy, Look What They Have Done!: Don't Cry My Child: A Mother's Day without mommy, For twenty over years it have been so, As young as ten when you began to know, how it felt when you s...

Don't Cry My Child

A Mother's Day without mommy,
For twenty over years it have been so,
As young as ten when you began to know,
how it felt when you see your friends,
getting mommy's kisses and hugs.

A Mother's Day without mommy,
What's the point of buying a gift,
What's the point of buying flowers,
to whom I shall give?
How it hurt to feel left out in the  celebration.

A Mother's Day without mommy,
Wished my ears could be shut really tight,
No more conversations about the fun and happiness,
of the celebration with their beloved mommies,
I wanted to scream out loud, ' Shut up! I am hurting!'

A Mother's Day without mommy,
The bedroom was my hiding place,
Away from all laughing and smiling faces,
Away from happy people,
Because how could I be happy without
Mommy on Mother's Day!


The End


(At last, I am happy now on Mother's Day because I am Mommy!)